a moment

i now finally understand, or at least begin to understand, the complexities of an issue that had puzzled and disturbed me all along in london.

the great irony is that my enlightenment has taken place right here, in old sg.

who would have thought, who would have guessed

that something so out of character for me, something i once thought i'd never, never ever go remotely near, could be so tantalizing?

in the end it seemed so simple, so base.

and i'd do it all over again.


i could spend my life in this sweet surrender
i could stay lost in this moment forever

- "i don't want to miss a thing"_aerosmith