i need vaseline

it's been a hellish couple of days having to deal with work, new flat and miscellaneous (but not less, possibly more hurting) problems and i just want to

scream

but i can't i can't i can't. at least one thing resolved itself last night, yesterday was the first time in my life that i can remember having lost my appetite the whole day without actually being physically ill in the first place.

fuck everything (well, then again..), life doesn't have to be this complicated it doesn't.