hdiyl

this time i really dare believe that the point is over and out. at least i hope so...

woke up this morning to the sub-zero cold gloom outside my window that slowly transformed into the sunny skies that are now cheering me up from without

woke up this morning feeling more happy in a relieved sense (can't say stress-free because of course papers) than i've been for months

and you come to me
on a summer breeze
keep me warm in your love
and then softly leave

and it's me you need to show

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polygamy 'played part in french riots' - said the french employment minister

hah
humbug

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i had a series of nightmares last night that absolutely scared the crap out of me

one of them involved me losing all my upper front teeth

i find that i can actually dream physical pain - disturbing, that i dreamed my gums were hurting

(gross i know)

the other dream was much more psychologically painful and disturbing. involving a close relative and the criminal system. completely unreal and unbelievable, but then so are many incidents that have peppered 2005