toujours obligée

today's gloomy dark grey cloud-plagued sky is more depressing oppressive bleak dejecting dismal dispiriting dreary heartbreaking melancholic saddening and upsetting than any sky in london i've come across.

:(

doesn't help that i've been trying the whole bloody day to get my obligations and priorities in order yet again, à la the same thing i had to go through during the few weeks prior to my departure for london last year. i do want to have dinner with my relatives, but i'd already made arrangements long ago to meet up with some good friends at hv. some of whom had to clear their schedules tonight in order to make it.

you don't know how tempted i was to throw everything else out the window and go kick a rugby ball.

then the weather (make that the depressing oppressive bleak dejecting dismal dispiriting dreary heartbreaking melancholic saddening and upsetting weather) intervened and decided that rugby had to wait. that my friends had to wait too. till about 21:30 later tonight, when i rush down to hv and hopefully they won't be pissed (i mean this in the non-intoxicated way).

i'd like use a couple of expletives here, but since i'm in singapore i won't (sorry if this is baffling and if you don't see the logic behind this).