nine black alps

it's a very very fine line between surprises and uncertainty

and i'm not sure there is even a line anymore

sooner or later i am going to be driven crazy

what then?

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i just need to survive this week, oh please let me remain calm.

calme-toi

how is it i can remain super relaxed and unfrazzled and smiley during hectic situations at work, but crack and blubber on other apparently less stressful occasions?

it's all in the mind

i lost my appetite the whole of yesterday - i never, have never, lost my appetite before except when i was physically ill

and last night, i barely slept a wink - except when i had a nostalgic and tragic nightmare, involving my deceased grandmother, elderly aunt and my flat

argh give me some temporary respite

it was such a shitty day today

pourquoi l'absence, j'avais besoin de le revoir