cycle

moon river, wider than a mile
i’m crossing you in style some day
oh, dream maker, you heart breaker
wherever you’re goin’, i’m goin’ your way

- "moon river"_louis armstrong

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watched breakfast at tiffany's yesterday at last; yes audrey hepburn is indeed the epitome of classic class and timeless style. poor girl - her crazy ditzy self belied inner pain and insecurity, something everyone can relate to.

i got a bit emotional last night (half a bottle of banrock helped) and started bawling my eyes out. i'm hating this cycle, all awhile i've been living for the ups, trying desperately to push aside and forget the downs.

but no it's driving me crazy, i can't take the uncertainty anymore. if you say you'll do something, for fuck's sake do it. don't make me so happy for awhile and then completely bring me down again.

things aren't supposed to be this way. i've had enough