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just watched part of this documentary on five: the girl whose muscles are turning to bone. and thought to myself,

get some perspective here. you're upset and hurt over what? when there are things out there that are so much worse...

it's easier said than done of course. to get past my blubbering misery and look at the bigger picture.

granted, i do think that i have a licence to be devastated in view of everything that's happened recently. but what i really want is a licence to be joyful

so even though there's been no word since friday, even though it feels like déjà vu all over again, one thing won't be the same this week

me.