festering

i'm in such a rut. like d said last night, i only had the best of intentions. i never meant for anything to go wrong, i honestly believed that things would turn out all right

i guess i have naïve and blindly trusting all over my forehead don't i. i followed the wild current that swept me off at feet, only to find myself today in the eye of a storm that threatens to tear my world apart

suddenly i feel like i've been dabbling in shares (though obviously i lack actual first-hand knowledge of stock market involvement) - the deeper i sink, the harder it is for me to decide and know whether or not to withdraw from the playing field. at what point do you cut your losses?

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je suis dans une situation de merde et je ne te crois plus. je sais ce que je veux faire dans cette année - j'ai plein de projets, plein de choses que je veux réaliser - mais toi et moi, ce n'est plus inclu