ok, choice is a good thing, a good thing!

why do i always get myself into "decision carousels"?

this time i guess it's a good thing, not a bad thing. hey, some choice is better than no choice, for sure. silly procrastination on my part has brought about unnecessary worry and to some extent, stress

today i made a cost-benefit analysis table, and to be honest with myself, it has emerged that i should take the riskier choice, the one that - if i succeed eventually - could see me embarking upon a career that i would prefer and enjoy much more to the initial, "safer" choice

but therein lies the problem - i am not a risky, impulsive person when it comes to major decisions. i am circumspect, hence the cost-benefit analysis in the first place

these next few weeks will be absolutely crucial, i'm probably about to make what is potentially the biggest, most loaded decision of my life

hallelujah~

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