needle in a hay

sunshine, been keeping me up for days
there is no night time, it's only a passing phase
and i feel pretty, pretty enough for you
i felt so ugly before, i didn't know what to do

sometimes is all i feel up to now
but it's not worth it to you
cos you gotta get high somehow
is it destruction that you require to feel?
like somebody wants you, someone that's more for real

sunshine, been keeping me up for days
there is no night time, only a passing phase
and i'll feel pretty, another hour or two

i felt so ugly before, i didn't know what to do

- "pretty (ugly before)"_elliott smith

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come on, don't ever again forget that everything happens for reason. short of believing that we're all subjugated to fate/destiny/chance's naughty and pivotal whims, i do suspect that everything happens for a reason. though the reason is often never apparent.

fried mantou rocks by the way. so what if it's plain bread. it's gorgeolicious crispy fried-skinned sweet white tasty soft-inside bread. even the worst chinese dinner can be salvaged for me by a plate of fried mantou. yum.

i'm not a big 'misser' of s'pore food, but i must say to have eaten durian *drools* yesterday and mantou this evening kinda makes this trip that little more worthwhile, hahaha.