e smith

you'd think that now the exams are over, everything can fall back into place, that maybe things would finally start going to plan, that the stres would be less

but no. no. no

i'm more stressed now than i was during exams, which is an extremely sick thing if you think about it. so many things to settle and so little time

and i feel powerless to do anything. pissed off. and so close to the brink

.

how i wish i could walk through the doors of my mind
hold memory close at hand
help me understand the years
how i wish i could choose between heaven and hell
how i wish i would save my soul
i'm so cold from fear

i guess it's time i run far, far away
find comfort in pain
all pleasure's the same:
it just keeps me from trouble
hides my true shape, like dorian gray
i've heard what they say, but i'm not here for trouble
far, far away; find comfort in pain
all pleasure's the same:
it just keeps me from trouble

it's more than just words: it's just tears and rain

- "tears and rain"_james blunt