state of binge

it's 1am and i just had a hobnob binge. downed 5 at a go

this is not good i seem to be eating more and more now that rugby season has finished. is it that time of the month? is it that last winter is overstaying its welcome?

in other news, my internet connection has suddenly slowwwwed. makes me realise how much we in the modern urban society take convenience and zappy-speediness for granted. it may be a more productive lifestyle but i do wonder whether it's a happier one. or maybe it's a different kind of materialism-driven contentment

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in other other news, i've been revisiting disney cartoons in a nostalgic bid to relive my childhood. i watched part of lady and the tramp today, and what a classic animated movie that is. what's cool is as you grow up, you start noticing other things in cartoons that you never noticed while watching the film when you were, say, 8. like how the two canine leads have a one night stand on a hill-top (lol). or how jock the scottish terrier has a seriously scottish accent. next up: the fox and a hound. less renown, but extremely touching (or maybe it has something to do with the fact that i'm a softie)

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thanks for calling me this afternoon, it did me so much good to have a girly-girl chat about stuff. don't really have such dialogues anymore nowadays, given circumstances

i think the keyword for the rest of my uni life is discipline. sort that out, and i'll be sorted. at the moment i am living life on the edge, discipline is what i need to tip me over to the bright side

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if we hold on together