i still love the city

it's just incredible. i'm suddenly overwhelmed by the life i'm leading.

if you'd told me it would be like this 7 months ago, i would have been pleasantly incredulous.

there's just so much to do, so much worth doing, so much to do for.

the rest of the uk - no, make that the rest of europe - is like a backyard.

i can walk to oxford street, the thames, the british museum (it's 5 minutes away on foot), trafalgar square...

and rugby's here to be found.

sometimes i wonder if this is just a dream, that i'll wake up from, sooner or later.

.

last night/this morning i had the saddest, bittersweet dream ever.

felt like something from my past had caught up on me. i'd forgotten him for the longest longest time. and though what happened in my dream was supposed to be a good thing, not a bad thing, all i could do (in my dream) was sit there and cry.

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had my london exam today. don't quite know what to make of it.

2 essays in 2 hours. i thought i did good on my first essay, but the second was crap.

hopefully it'll average out?

we'll see.

there's b01 tomorrow, that's micro and macro economics. worth an entire course unit.

i'm so thankful that first year exam results don't count.