la vie est belle

wish i could stop thinking about it

but i still do.

mostly at night, as i try to fall asleep

and it's irritating the hell out of me.

all the what-ifs... i'll never know what could have happened if circumstances had been different.

.

on a lighter note, today's paper was actually not bad.

but the real test will come on wednesday and thursday. back-to-back exams.

i need a small miracle.