roast duck saved the day

stop being so short-sighted... underachieving is probably the most horrendously ungrateful and stupid thing you could do here!

i had the worse exam ever today. i've never felt so lost in an exam before. at some point i felt a panic attack (how do i know it was a panic attack? because i've never felt this panicked in an exam before) start to set it. so i set my pen down and tried my darndest to relax.

might just scrape through with a pass. by pass i mean 30-40%? i felt so awful, nothing could have prepared me for some of the horrible questions. lesson learnt: never rely too much on past exam papers.

argh. argh. next year it won't happen again!

shall also stop sighing over my exam timetable - bumped into a friend on torrington place yesterday and found out that she has 7 exams in 11 days.

now that is madness.

i'm determined to do much better for next week's exams. there's nothing more i can do about what happened today. but there's lots i could do to prepare for next week.

i shall stop being platitudinal.