in your head and you can't get out of it

this highly evocative (for reasons i hesitate to divulge) r&b song is going round and round in my head, i first heard it in a couple of clubs, then this afternoon as i was browsing happily through racks of clothes at the pilot store on oxford st, it came on and my eyes glazed over as i tried to capture some of the lyrics in my mind

but to no avail, because it's one of those murmuring murmuring songs with a sorta catchy distracting bass beat. the only words i caught in the song were "snoop doggy dog" (or at least i think that's what i heard) and that's completely unhelpful.

i have e-mailed countless job apps but haven't heard from anyone. it is quite depressing. h says that he's asking his friend to see if he can help me, i hope that works out by next week.

feels very horrible to be in deficit. awful.

headed to the korean place just now and had a bowl of spicy pork rice. it's really yummy, though my stomach feels a bit uncomfortable and i sorta have to go to the toilet (ok i should have rephrased this more palatably but oh well) a few hours after eating it.. but oh well. no pain no gain?

sense of humour is a bit twisted at the moment. but so are my sleep patterns.

don't even go there.